It was a rather emotionally draining week. With my gran's passing, my mom has gone into mild depression. I guess after so many years of having my nyayi around, she has been rather quiet and keeps staring into space. She was lamenting of how lonely the house feels now without my nyayi around. I have asked her to come and stay with us but she doesn't want to leave my sister on her own. Sigh. At times like this, I wish I had a bigger place and more rooms. I would just get my mom and sister to move in with us. Sigh. I just hope my mom will pull through this...I know she can...she's done it before.
A few days after my nyayi's passing, my SIL got married. MIL asked me to go over on Friday for a small party cum inai session. But I just couldn't muster any excitement and chose to stay home. I feel bad but I felt it wasn't right for me to be all hooray hooray when my nyayi had just left us.
The wedding itself was good. Tiring but over all I enjoyed myself and all that bustling made me forget all my worries for a while. Thanks Mak Pah, Kak Ann, Kak Indra and Nadh for gracing the event. Sorry kalau tak terlayan sangat. Special thanks goes out to Nadh for helping out and staying by my side. :)
Still aching all over. Photos will be up when I'm not too lazy to upload them on the lappie. Hehe.
p.s: Thank you very much Kak Ann for the kuih gandus....all 30 of them! I am a happy and satisfied preggie. ;)
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